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Pues… yo ya, yo sentía difícil la vida, ya andaba este incorporada, yo me… le dije yo a mi papi: “Papi yo me voy a ir” le dije yo, “Yo me voy a ir papi, yo ya no aguanto, yo siento que me van a matar”, porque a mí ya me habían, este… ya me había caído, este… unas bombas cerca, verdad, este… ya me habían caído unas bombas cerca, este… y me habían caído unas esquirlas, este, yo me sentía que, bueno, en otra vez yo sentía que me podían matar ya, ya no me sentía con capacidad; me cayó una esquirla en la cabeza, me cayeron en el pie, en éste, me cayó aquí, entonces, pues, este, decidí mejor irme para la casa y… este, ya me quedé, con una mentira me quedé en la casa, porque ya no me sentía capacitada para andar ahí, me quedé en la casa y yo les dije que ya no me iba a ir, que ya yo no quería irme y ellos necios diciendo que me iban a traer, yo no me iba, iban a traer, yo no me iba, entonces ya fue cuando ya tenía, pero todo ese tiempo que yo les estoy diciendo, yo me incorporé de quince años a recibir el curso sanitario, verdad, y todos esos años yo los pasé en la guerra, yo me vine para la casa, esas son cosas muy largas, verdad, entonces yo me vine para la casa, yo tenía este… diecinueve años iba a tener ya cuando yo me vine para la casa.
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I felt that life in the guerrilla was difficult. I told my dad, "I'm leaving, dad, I can't take it anymore, I feel like they're going to kill me." Some bombs had already fallen near me. Some shrapnel had also fallen on me and I thought maybe I was going to get killed soon. I didn't feel very capable. A piece of shrapnel fell on my head and another one on my foot. It fell right here. So I decided it would be best to go home. I lied so I could stay home, because I didn't feel capable of being out there. I stayed at home and told them I wouldn't go out anymore, that I didn't want to. But they were stubborn and said they would take me back. But I didn't want to do it. I joined the organization when I was fifteen to take the healthcare course, and I spent all those years in the war. It was a very long time before I came home. When I came home I was 19 years old. I had already lived through the tragedy of being wounded. I had already gone through all that.
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